Today was your 29th birthday.  We celebrated by going to the greenbelt and releasing balloons at one of your favorite spots.  We wrote notes on them (more for us than anything) in hopes that maybe you might know how much we miss you here.  The good days are filled with positive thoughts and a false security that things will be alright. The low days are spotted with emotional outbursts tears and a nagging feeling of being out of control.  We miss you more than ever.